I See The Rainbow

Give thanks to my dear Lord, Jesus Christ. Only He alone can make things happen and only He alone will make the storms go away and yeah...i finally see the rainbow. Thanks God for all the strengths He has given to me that i am able to go through all the hard things and believing that He will enables when He call.

~Rainbow Shinning~

Psalms 13

How Long, O Lord? Will You Forget Me Forever?
How Long Will You Hide Your Face From Me?
How Long Must I Wrestle With My Thoughts
And Every Day Have Some Sorrow In My Heart?
How Long Will My Enemy Triumph Over Me?

Look On Me And Answer, O Lord My God.
Give Light To My Eyes, Or I Will Sleep In Death.
My Enemy Will Say, "I Have Overcome him",
And My Foes Will Rejoice When I Fall.

But I Trust In Your Unfailing Love,
My Heart Rejoices In Your Salvation,
I Will Sing To The Lord,
For He Has Been Good To Me.

*Thank You Lord, For Your Mercy Upon Me and For Saving Me.
Trust In God As I Endure The Hardship With Faith.

~Rejoice In The Lord Always~

From Jesus With Love

Holding On To Jesus

My Love Is Patient And Understanding In A World Of Intolerance.
My Love Is Tender And Kind When People Are Callous Or Indifferent.
My Love Comforts In Times Of Sorrow.
My Love Consoles The Lonely.

My Love Brings Clarity Of Mind To Those Who Are Confused,
Rest To The Weary, Help To The Helpless,
And Renewed Strength To Those Who Feel They Can't Go On.
My Love Brings Peace In The Midst Of Life's Storms.
My Love Can Heal Broken Bodies.
It Can Even Soothe And Mend Broken Hearts.
My Love Melts Away Tension, Worry And Strain.

My Love Gives Faith And Courage In Place Of Fear,
Hope In Place Of Despair.
My Love Is Light And Drives Away The Darkness.
My Love WIll Descend To Any Depth To Save,
Go To Any Length To Rescue.
My Love Knows No Stopping Place.

There Is No Problem That My Love Can't Overcome.
My Love Is My Special Gift To You.
It Has Always Been There For You,
And Always Will Be.

With Love From,
Jesus

This message are always there. I remember there's one time that i am very down that one of the night it dropped down from the wall. There's three person sleeping in the particular same room and i was the only one who knew that it fell from the wall. I did not wake up that night to pick it up cause the room was too dark and i do not want to wake up the others who was sleeping. The next day, when i woke up, i went to pick up the fallen poster which have the message i type above with the title 'From Jesus With Love'. I guess it was not coincident that it fall off from the wall at that time and i believe God really does want to show me that message and tell me that He loves me.

Life is not easy for me. Many things happened. My PC spoiled, my handphones are gone, studies facing some problems, financially going tight. Well, it seems as if the storms is going on and on non stop. Problems never stopped to come, it is so hard to bear and no one can understands how hard it is for me. I cry out to God at all times, out of rebellion i even got frustrated and wanted to give up certain things. But God is always there, eventhough there's so many problems that come my way, i still never stop reading His word and talking with Him. Most of the message that i read seems like written purposely for me. God knows what is going to happen to me. The message that i read today really make me feel guilty. It talks about God crying for me when He sees me in a suffering way. He don't cry for me but He cries together with me during my suffering and painful times. Now whenever i saw rains, i'm being reminded that God is crying together with me. Bearing the painful and suffering way together with me. Well, the storms haven't come to an end yet, but i can see the rainbow coming, on its way now.

Enduring the storms with faith to see the rainbow of miracle.

Today, i watched a drama and God spoke to me through the drama. The message is '就算跌倒， 也要豪迈的笑'. Very Touching...

~Rainbow of Miracle~

God Is The Miracle

Today, in the devotion, it says that believe in God and you'll believe in miracles, believe in His son and you'll experience one! Some people ask for miracles to get better class in their degree honours, some people ask God for miracles to pass in their exams, everyone got something to ask for which may seems impossible to happen but for God always possible. Today, i pray for someone, who got himself in a bad situation. It seems as if he has no hope. But, as i was praying for him, tears just came rolling down and i felt the pain of God. God is in pain and He wants me to get him back. An SMS from someone support me that he also felt the same way. I believe there will be miracle. If someone can have miracle in getting a better honours class and if someone can pass with an expectation that he will fail his exams. Yes, truly there is miracle as long as we believe in God, we will surely experience Him.

To add up to all this, i downloaded a very old song named 'Seek Ye First'. Here goes the lyrics of the song:

Seek Ye First The Kingdom Of God
And His Righteosness
And All These Things
Shall Be Added Unto You
Hallelujah

Man Shall Not Live By Bread Alone
But By Every Word
That Proceed From The Mouth Of God
Hallelujah

Ask And It Shall Be Given Unto You
Seek And You Shall Find
Knock At The Door Shall Be Open Unto You
Hallelujah

Indeed, as long as we call upon the Lord, He shall answer us no matter how hard the matter is. As long as we are persistent and patiently wait upon the Lord. He shall answer us. God bless that guy who really need you now. Touch his heart once again. Amen! Blessed be the Name of The Lord!

~Miraculously~

No Sacrifice, No Victory!

Well, it's a another day. I'm actually counting my days here, i can't believe it passed so fast. I don't even have the time to update my blog. Well, maybe i'll just a 2-in-1 or maybe 3-in-1 update of blog. Don't understand? Haha..it's one blog with many days of sharing in it. Last sunday, my best friend finally moved room to a master room. She exchange room with Jenny. Wow, the room was great and there's aircon! Well, i didn't help her moved much because i was working till 9pm and get back home at 12am. What i managed to help her with is cleaning her toilet. Well, i took one hour plus to clean her whole toilet and yeah i do enjoy it. Satisfaction makes perfect! I am just too particular with the cleanliness of toilet that i brush every corner of the toilet cum bathroom. Try to guess the last thing we did before we go to bed? Haha, yeah! Room blessings. I was well prepared to pray for her room, i prayed and use baby oil (in replace of olive oil) to bless her room. I prayed and blessed every corner of her room. It was great! It's been so long since i do house blessings. I remember while i was in Nilai, i did room deliverance for one of my cell members. I tear the 'fu' from the upper wall of ther room and burn it. All done in the name of Jesus Christ. It is so powerful.

Transformer

Yesterday, 10th July 2007 accomapany Ka Seng to return his graduation gown at Inti Subang Jaya and get his portrait. After that we went to 'Peng, Leng, Jeng' to eat. It's been so long since i went there to eat. Then we got so bored that we went to Sunway Pyramid to have a walk. Guess what? I went to did a body analysis with the California Fitness. Bad, it was so bad. I'm actually overweight. Now i need to loose some weight. Feel like crying that time. Guess July was just a happening month for me as me, my cousin and my brothers birthday all fall on the month of July and we non stop eating the nicest food. Yummy! Well, in the night me, Vui Theng and also Ka Seng went to watch Transformer.

Optimus Prime

Wow, Transformer! Finally, they make a movie out of one of my favourite childhood cartoon. I watch every episode without miss with my brothers. It was nice! Well, i learn something from this movie and guess what? I did the most ridiculous thing ever. I cry in this movie. Want to know what makes me cry? I remember at the last part of the movie, Optimus Prime told Sam, he says, "No Sacrifice, No Victory"! I was reminded that it is because of Jesus Christ's Sacrifice that we have Victory. Tears rolled down from my eyes. Sacrifice is always not easy, i was asked to sacrifice something, for the saked of God, and out of obedience. I did it without much complain and unwillingness but just let the will of God be done. I know for sure if i want to win the victory for God, yes! I need to sacrifice for God, too. Because He love me too much, really too much.

~Victorian~

07 July 2007, A Perfect Number For God.

Convocation In Inti Nilai

07 July 2007 is Ka Seng's Convocation. Yeah, finally he graduated with a degree (Honours) in Finance. I'm very proud of him. He will be leaving FCC to serve in COHS in Labuan. He is one of my faithful member who never fail to turn up for Faith Station Nilai. Also want to congratulate my dearest Kai Mui Rebecca who also finally graduated with a degree (Honours) in Law. I am so proud of her, too. She is also one of the faithful member of Faith Station Nilai. Just happen that both Ka Seng and Rebecca's birthday fall on the same day. Want a coincident. Ha ha...

Sio Yean And Jean's Wedding

My blessings to them. Also to Humphrey and Pui Yee. Also warmest congratulations to Sio Yean and Jean for thier marriage. Too bad that didn't get to go for their wedding but i wrapped the gift i share with Vui Theng, Ka Seng, Jenny, Danny, Graise, Cassie and also Brooke Anne. So The big present...In the afternoon me, my cousin Brooke Anne and also my brother Joshua went to Manhattan Fish Market to eat our Branch. Yum Yum. It was so nice....

Big Big Present For Sio Yean And Jean

Eating at Manhattan Fish Market

~Congraties~

25 Years of Blessings From The Lord

Happy Birthday to me...Well, it's over though. It's suppose to be on 2nd July. It was great! Last Saturday my best friend Vui Theng brought me to Pizza Uno to eat. We're suppose to go to Daorea Korean BBQ but i wanted to try Italian food instead. Pizza Uno is Italian. It's awesome, well, despite of all the fats i gained. Guess what i eat there? We order a special italian pizza, eh? Was it a pizza or a curry puff? It made liked a curry puff, just that this is a giangantic curry puff but all stuffed with cheese, YUMMY! We ordered tomatoes soup and we ordered a lagsana, oh gosh, it is so cheesy and nice. Last but not least, we ordered a strawberry cheese cake with ice cream for dessert. Wow, it's the best cheese cake.

The next day, my God sister gave me a Secret Recipe Marble Cheese Cake, it's nice. Another day with cheese cake. Then on monday, me and Cassie (Vui Theng Temporary House Mate) go Sunway Pyramid to Shopping. It was great, she bought some new toy for her two little hamster-Ding Ding and Dong Dong. So cute!

Well, 25 years of my life is over. I can't imagine how fast the time past by. I remember while i was in pimary 6, i wanted so much to be a grown up, that is to the fact that i can do more things on my own without having adults to watch over me all the time. Time just flies. To think back of all the wonderful memories and bad memories, i can't help being reminded how God bring me through the hardest time that i ever go through. It was Him that i can still survived till now, getting stronger and stronger as i overcome trials and pain one by one. Having so many wonderful people as angels who have been so supportive to me. I reall want to give thanks to God for the 25 years of blessings. Only God can trun pain into Glory. All we do is just trust in Him and continue to walk His way, it will never be something that we will regret one day. Thank You Lord Jesus!

My New Toy

SS-ing In Sisley

~Birthday Gurl, Lydia ~

FS Nilai Movie Nite

Monday already, now only i got time to update my blog. Well, last wednesday Faith Station Nilai went to watch Shrek 3. Wow, it's a nice movie. I like it very very much. We got it for RM6 per person and we have 2 new friends joining us to watch the movie. We went to Seremban 2 to watch the movie. Well, i went with My best friend Cristanty earlier to take the ticket and at the same time, we went shopping together. It's nice, long time never shopping with my best friend already, miss her so much since she went to US to study last year August, she is back in Malaysia to do her summer study, she will be leaving Malaysia again in August. I will miss her again. So, taking all the opportunity we have to go shopping together. Guess what we did when we went to Seremban 2, Jusco? We went SS( Siok Sendiri) in the changing room...haha..it was fun...look at the pictures...

Me, SS-ing In The Changing Room Of Jusco

So, what did Cristanty did?

Cristanty SS-ing In Jusco Changing Room

Princess Cristanty with Her crown..

Next, see what me and Crist did before we went in the movie theater? Haha....more crazy...

I Got Prince Charming

Da Gang At Cinema

After Movie...we go for...Yum Cha time...Yeah! Xuang!

Yum Cha~

Yum Chaz~

~Mrs. Prince Charming~

Faith Busting

Life can be so hard sometimes. Find it hard if we don't complain at all. When bad things happen, it always referred to tragic and horrible things and when good things happen it always referred to amazing and miraculous things. It is easy for us to Praise God for what He had done for us but have you given yourself second thoughts that what if bad things come to you? Well, i guess nobody would even pray for that to happen to them. Every one pray for good things. Well, sometimes, i guess bad things happen not for the worse but for the best.

There's one time i felt too peaceful that i started questioning God, what is happening? Are You still there? Why my life so peaceful? Then all the trials come? I can tell you that is the biggest test that God ever given to me in my life and i can remember it so well how terrible life can be for that moment. How do i end up being here? Still believing in God? Well, it's OBEDIENT.

Job 2:10

Shall we indeed accept good from God and shall we not accept adversity?

God is not obligated to give us answer, but He promises us His Grace. God's grace always sufficient for us. Everyone need to go through a hard times. There is when they grow to be more stronger and learn to trust on in Him. It hurts but God will cradle our arching hearts and He wants us to come to Him. He knows our suffering will come. God is more powerful than all the bad things that happen in our lives, can He not let it happen? Yes, He can stop everything. But, He'll just let it happen to you so that you will call upon His name. God is always gracious, He know our limit and He'll just stop right there, just in time.

So, when you experience bad things in your life. Don't treat it as if it is the end of the world. God is in control.

For in Psalms 34:19 says
Many are afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all.

Learn to give praise to God in times of trials because we all know that there is only One who knows all the answers to all our difficulty and He will be the main supply to our needs when we cry in Faith to Him. God is in control of the world, He is holding the world in His hands. Have faith in Him, trust in Him and you will see the wonder of God coming to you...

~Faith Busted~

Holy Joe or Holy Lydia?

Today, I went to Self Awareness class and just got to know that everyone is suppose to do a presentation of their life story. I am the first person to reach the class room and i felt a little awkward as one after another of my classmates come into the class and non of them wear formal. I guess I'm the only one, the lecturer came in and reminded us, today everyone is suppose to present. She ask who wants to be the first to present and nobody volunteer. I was all dress up so i be the first to do the presentation. Well, this is something different, i used only 5 minutes to draft what i need to share with the class. I got 15 minutes to present. Well, i presented it well and i got chance to tell my class mates about Christianity. A good start eh?

Well, take a look at what i read today. A very interesting Christian tract. Check it out!

~The End~